A Little of This, a Dash of That

Y’all oughtta be proud of Miss Ginger.  I found out today that two of the projects I’ve submitted for my teaching with computers class are going to be used as examples for future classes.  I worked my ass off on them, and it’s very rewarding that the professor chose them (only one other person had a project selected), so GO ME!  Couple that with the fact that Thanksgiving break is right around the corner, and this girl is looking forward to a few days off.  If you couldn’t tell by my absence around the blogosphere, I’ve been really effin’ busy.  Deadlines are looming and the semester’s almost over!

Went out again on Tuesday night to eat dinner and listen to music and had a great time yet again.  I think with all the stuff that’s happened, though, I’ve turned into a bit of a chickenshit when it comes to men.  I’m completely gun shy.  The boldness I’ve always felt before is much more reserved, and it’s odd.  Not bad, just different, I guess.

I’ve found myself thinking about WT a bit tonight.  I checked out the band that’s opening for the Avett Brothers when I see them in February and I wanted to share the music with him, because I know he’d like it.  I stopped myself, but fuck, do I miss my friend.  I wish we hadn’t been so stupid and stayed strictly friends.  Boo FWB. 

So that’s how it’s going this Thursday night.  Proud and a little sad.  Maybe next week I’ll be better at reading and posting.

8 Responses to “A Little of This, a Dash of That”

  1. 2 Evil Twin's Wife November 20, 2009 at 10:38 am

    Good for you on the school projects! That is awesome! Don’t worry about your skittish-ness right now. When the time is right, the right person will fall into your life.

  2. 3 amy d November 20, 2009 at 11:17 am

    Hell Yes!! It’s such a great feeling when you’ve worked so hard on something and your hard work is recognized! So proud of you;)

    It’s tough to be romantically incolved with a friend when it doesn’t work out. It’s hard to lose that friendship.

    But when it does work out, it’s such a great thing.

  3. 4 Sarcastic Bastard November 20, 2009 at 11:26 am

    That’s great about your school projects!

    I ruined a good friendship by taking it up a notch once, too. I was never able to fix it (take it back to friends). It was never the same. We aren’t even in contact anymore. I miss him.

  4. 5 The Dish November 20, 2009 at 1:23 pm

    You kick ass! So happy they chose your work. Such a great feeling!

    Take it slow. If he is worthy he will stick around.

    Love you and have a great weekend!

  5. 6 mumma boo November 20, 2009 at 2:59 pm

    Woo-hoo! That’s wonderful about the school projects. You rock!

    Take it slow – you’ll know when the time is right. Glad to hear you’re having fun – you deserve it. 🙂

  6. 7 Ron November 20, 2009 at 3:34 pm

    Way to go on the school projects! You’re Rocking out with your ummm…. well… you’re Rocking out is all 😉

  7. 8 Ginger Magnolia November 23, 2009 at 9:30 am

    Karen – Thanks!

    ETW – Not too worried about it, just realizing it’s different. 😉

    Amy – It IS nice to get the “props!”

    SB – It sucks, still hoping for some kind of friendship, even if it isn’t the same as before.

    Dish – Love you back!

    Mumma Boo – Thanks, babe!

    Ron – Hahaha, I thought it was jammin’ out…

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